Everything had been said in the saying of nothing

Nomatter who you are and if you belive in JAh,Allah o God in Trinity..You should read story and you will understand why sometimes people behaviour littel crazy:P and doing things which normally they wouldnt do like me on photo close:P

A young man had been to Wednesday Night Class of Quranic Studies.
The Mualim(Teacher) had shared about listening to Allah and obeying Allah through intuition.
The young man couldn't help but wonder, 'Does Allah still speak to people through intuition?'
After Lessons, he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and they discussed the message.
Several different ones talked about how Allah had led them in different ways and that at the end you'll know it was Allah(SWT) Who has directed you.

It was about ten o'clock when the young man started driving home.

Sitting in his car, he just began to pray, 'Allah...If you still speak to people, speak to me. I will listen.
I will do my best to obey.'

As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strangest thought to stop and buy a gallon of milk.
He shook his head and said out loud, 'Allah is that you?' He didn't get a reply and started on toward home.
But again, the thought, buy a gallon of milk came into his head.
'Okay, Allah, in case that is you, I will buy the milk.' It didn't seem like too hard a test of obedience. He could always use the milk. He stopped and purchased the gallon of milk and started off toward home.
As he passed Seventh Street , he again felt the urge, 'Turn Down that street.'
This is crazy he thought, and drove on past the intersection.
Again, he felt that he should turn down Seventh Street ..
At the next intersection, he turned back and headed down Seventh.
Half jokingly, he said out loud, 'Okay, Allah, I will.'

He drove several blocks, when suddenly, he felt like he should stop. He pulled over to the curb and looked around. He was in a semi-commercial area of town. It wasn't the best but it wasn't the worst of neighborhoods either. The businesses were closed and most of the houses looked dark like the people were already in bed.

Again, he sensed something, 'Go and give the milk to the people in the house across the street.' The young man looked at the house. It was dark and it looked like the people were either gone or they were already asleep. He started to open the door and then sat back in the car seat.
'Allah, this is insane. Those people are asleep and if I wake them up, they are going to be mad and I will look stupid.' Again, he felt like he should go and give the milk.
Finally, he opened the door, 'Okay Allah(SWT), if this is you, I will go to the door and I will give them the milk. If you want me to look like a crazy person, okay. I want to be obedient. I guess that will count for something, but if they don't answer right away, I am out of here.'

He walked across the street and rang the bell. He could hear some noise inside. A man's voice yelled out, 'Who is it? What do you want?' Then the door opened before the young man could get away.
The man was standing there in his jeans and T-shirt. He looked like he just got out of bed. He had a strange look on his face and he didn't seem too happy to have some stranger standing on his doorstep.
'What is it?'
The young man thrust out the gallon of milk, 'Here, I brought this to you.'

The man took the milk and rushed down a hallway.
Then from down the hall came a woman carrying the milk toward the kitchen. The man was following her holding a baby. The baby was crying. The man had tears streaming down his face.

The man began speaking and half crying, 'We were just praying. We had some big bills this month and we ran out of money. We didn't have any milk for our baby. I was just praying and asking Allah(SWT) to show me how to get some milk.'
His wife in the kitchen yelled out, 'I ask him to send an Angel with some.
Are you an Angel?'
The young man reached into his wallet and pulled out all the money he had on him and put in the man's hand. He turned and walked back toward his car and the tears were streaming down his face.
He knew that Allah (SWT) still answers prayers.

I got great story from my friend and i think it would be nice if i will add it here so ...THx DAnish coz i Know that my mum is also the best MUM in the world! And for me she is all world...In photo me with mum

EIGHT LIES OF A MOTHER

This story begins when I was a child: I was born poor. Often we hadn't enough to eat. Whenever we had some food, Mother often gave me her portion of rice. While she was transferring her rice into my bowl, she would say 'Eat this rice, son! I'm not hungry.'
This was Mother's First Lie.

As I grew, Mother gave up her spare time to fish in a river near our house; she hoped that from the fish she caught, she could give me a little bit more nutritious food for my growth. Once she had caught just two fish, she would make fish soup. While I was eating the soup, mother would sit beside me and eat what was still left on the bone of the fish I had eaten; My heart was touched when I saw it. Once I gave the other fish to her on my chopstick but she immediately refused it and said, 'Eat this fish, son! I don't really like fish.'
This was Mother's Second Lie.

Then, in order to fund my education, Mother went to a Match Factory to bring home some used matchboxes which she filled with fresh matchsticks. This helped her get some money to cover our needs. One wintry night I awoke to find Mother filling the matchboxes by candlelight. So I said, 'Mother, go to sleep; it's late: you can continue working tomorrow morning.' Mother smiled and said 'Go to sleep, son! I'm not tired.'
This was Mother's Third Lie

When I had to sit my Final Examination, Mother accompanied me. After dawn, Mother waited for me for hours in the heat of the sun. When the bell rang, I ran to meet her. Mother embraced me and poured me a glass of tea that she had prepared in a thermos. The tea was not as strong as my Mother's love, Seeing Mother covered with perspiration; I at once gave her my glass and asked her to drink too. Mother said 'Drink, son! I'm not thirsty!
This was Mother's Fourth Lie.

After Father's death, Mother had to play the role of a single parent. She held on to her former job; she had to fund our needs alone. Our family's life was more complicated. We suffered from starvation. Seeing our family's condition worsening, my kind Uncle who lived near my house came to help us solve our problems big and small. Our other neighbors saw that we were poverty stricken so they often advised my mother to marry again. But Mother refused to remarry saying 'I don't need love.'
This was Mother's Fifth Lie.

After I had finished my studies and gotten a job, it was time for my old Mother to retire but she carried on going to the market every morning just to sell a few vegetables. I kept sending her money but she was steadfast and even sent the money back to me. She said, 'I have enough money.'
That was Mother's Sixth Lie.

I continued my part-time studies for my Master's Degree. Funded by the American Corporation for which I worked, I succeeded in my studies. With a big jump in my salary, I decided to bring Mother to enjoy life in America but Mother didn't want to bother her son; she said to me 'I'm not used to high living.'
That was Mother's Seventh Lie

In her dotage, Mother was attacked by cancer and had to be hospitalized. Now living far across the ocean, I went home to visit Mother who was bedridden after an operation. Mother tried to smile but I was heartbroken because she was so thin and feeble but Mother said, 'Don't cry, son! I'm not in pain.'
That was Mother's Eighth Lie.

Telling me this, her eighth lie, she died.
YES, MOTHER WAS AN ANGEL!

M - O - T - H - E - R
'M' is for the Million things she gave me, 'O' means Only that she's growing old, 'T' is for the Tears she shed to save me, 'H' is for her Heart of gold, 'E' is for her Eyes with love-light shining in them, 'R' means Right, and right she'll always be, Put them all together, they spell 'MOTHER' a word that means the world to me. For those of you who are lucky to be still blessed with your Mom's presence on Earth, this story is beautiful. For those who aren't so blessed, this is even more beautiful.

This is about smile i wish to dibujo it by my self but...:D

“Love do not comes so easily” I like this song..Me gusta mucho..i should say…I read about so many things I thinking about so many staff..Corazon is in my mind I would say..but amor? No..nada…Hm is something not ok with me if I do not think about love? If only I think about love is so simple feelings of being loved and have love from friends… I am so happy with myself that I had never been before..which to my surprise I didn’t excepted..In my life there were hundrets of people who I loved or love..Some of them left big prints in my heart by their feelings their thoughts or just because of simple being..I did never expect that there are different type of love…which I tried almost every…
MY first amigo let say “crashed” had been at primary school then appeared HE ..with his unbelievable smile and words..It was long play in cat and mouse..Sometimes I think that the love was only because for him it was not so easy to catch my feeling…but amazing night on talking..all day with chatting..I felt it is amzing coz we could spend 12 hours on talking..we ate together…dream together…had the same thoughts..the same wishes and 1 aim..meet and be forever..it couldn’t be reall..becasue all big love had bad end…he did not get visa to come for me to longer..mY god when Im thinking about it..OH it was 5 years ago!Nights of crying , talking decided to meet next time..However everyone of us had his own life..I had my exams..he had his own problems..Big silence…I though that it will be better..WE are the same..noone of us did FIRST step! I had to start new life..i had my problems I was so alone …I found that I forget about me for real when I descover fact I was really broke..i met another man..When I found out that HE has new girlfriend I decided to start new relationship with QBA…amazing person who showed me that Love can have different character ..that is amazing love someone who is 100% different then you who has different plans then you and want to love you more then anyone..i decided to be with Person who seems to be perfect partner for me..I couldn’t believe in my happiness…First year was amazing its like my first month in Spain.. discovering everything… BECAUSE it was my first Man who treat me like lady.. who has never give a fuck about what I want….who was perfect for me …I did not see word except HIM! It was passion …it was fucking cool! Next year with him was good .I always says about lost paradise..when you are alone on paradise and your enemy..you will start love you enemy after some time…MY Qbus wasn’t never my enemy..He was for me friend, brother, company, and teddy bear…However life without reason has no sense the same with love..love without sense is not good for both of people..MY first love after MY first BOY had flown away MY WORK AND MY DREAM started to be my first love but appear Qbus However love for him wasn’t enough strong to win with My dreams and plans for future…..I regret that I didn’t have enough love for him because he deserve it however In third year of our relationship I had enough ..and the thoughts of possible marriage make me sad because I knew that we should go different way…We were so different.. and when you are for long time with one person you are sure which things you do not like and which things will never except…I know what I need now..i must have person who I can admire who can impress me in something…Who always has own opinon but without criticize me…I like when someone teach me something new but this person should has hug good reputation in my eyes…this is what I should had…The man with worlds NO on his lips…. I must say that I miss him but I do not regret I strongly believe that he will be more happy without me..My close friends told me that after our 1 month of our END he has new girlfriend..However I am happy coz he will be forever in my hear and I will always love him however I really regret that he decided to not be my friend..he wrote me many words which make me cry like that he hates me so much and he wants to destroy me…I ve never wanted to say anthing bad for him because I respect him and I do not regret any second which I spent with him..it is so sad that he decided to end this in this way.. with hate and angry…in my memory he will always be my love Qbus…
My friends Nacho y Barella told me that good people get always bad love…that if good girl love running for a boy he never wants her..the same with boy..IF chico like girl and do everything to win her heart he will never win.. this is life…I agree with this coz last summer MY first love decided to contact with me. decided to do again first step….decided to write me to call me…ask whats up..just like that! My pride was amazing. I was sitting in UK I knew that I feel better after when I knew that he had someone. And he wants me back:P .I said No NO NO NEVER to HIM..I said NEVER AGAIN..it was just friendship but IS Impossible to forget your first love…mierda….haha..its has been start again..he was calling , writing, chatting…again hours talking about dreams and wishes however in different way coz THIS time was different ..I had my Boyfriend to who I was devoted and Faithful and HE had HIS girlfriend….it was so easy to come back to old good time ..however because of 1000km of distance between us we knew that its impossible to be together in our life:D That thoughts make us like each other in this new situation coz it is easy to love someone who will never have bad look and will be never argue with you IT IS THE SAME LOVE like love for a SUPER STAR from Poster…we wrote each other emails..no call and no sms coz we didn’t want to make angry or sad our boyfriends/girlfriends…we were enough happy with this situation coz we didn’t do anything bad.. we wanted each other with different imagined love who will never be real…..we love each other with platonic love which was so important for us..
Everyone has problems..He is alone..and nowadays I am alone after finished my relationship and the there is no problem to meet and be together but this new situation make us feel crazy coz we do not want to talk we do not have time for eachother..after 5 years of knowing each other the new situation is bad for us coz we are the same: for us great is ONLY thing which we cant have- that’s why we do not want meeting now coz it is so easy! HOW crazy we are and how surprising life can be…First big love then Qbus-bigger feelings who was perfecto but he finished in way which I had never expected.. So what else will surprise me?:D on pohoto one of my favourite moments

There are hundreds of point of view, many ideas and explanation for his subject!
My life has been always very bussy..i always want more then I get and I always point myself new goals..Im not from rich family but also not from poor. When I finished may 16th birthdays I didnt got a car ..usually I didnt got everything what I wanted and this has learnt me that I will do my best to get it in future what I cant have now
My mum always do the best to make my life happy She showed my that money is not the most important that smile can always help you and when you do not where to go always ask
The goal of my life is not the same every time.. First I wanted to be good person .i was trying to find answer whats mean good persona, I had read Talmud, Koran, Bible, works of Tibetan monks and was study a lot works of Buddhism. Every part of ethic or religion is similar. God is the person who create world and is the line who shows what can be good and what can be bad.. The Aims are changing the same as taste is changing during all our life.
When you are child you like eating mandarins but when you are older you prefer more kiwi and you hate mandarins..My aims are like next steps in my life..im patience im hard working ,I know what is more important and what is less important..i have my own status where on the top is my happiness without hurting other people! Im trying to be not selfish , not rude, always sincer, belive that my life is not just for me, understand that sometimes you have to lose something to win something other..i try to not hurt anyone help as much as I can , I do not have enemies, I forgive and ask for forgiveness I strongly believe that you can create something good something AMAZING only from zero from nothing
I had left my house , my mum and sister who I love the most in my lifeand I had traveled to City where Id has decided to study.It was diffcult decision because I had to leave all my friends, all my old life, all people who loves me and I love so much..it is so difficult to start all over again your life. When you are noone, when u have nothing.. you have only you plans only your idea in which you strongly believe! That was me 3 years ago! Simple girl who decided to live 600km from home in place where I didnt know where go to market, hospital or I didnt have any one!i had just my dreams! I was happy coz im STUDENT! Coz I live near my beloved Sea! Coz there somewhere is person who I love so much my boy from CASA..when I thinking about past I think I was too romantically shy..i belived that people are good that you can trust them..How wrong I was!
University who seems to be amazing ..is just peace of hard working place..People from city were boring, professors not much intelligent and sea was too far away..I was homless,I come back to family one time in 4months, I got lost in my life.. everything was blurry, gray .More then this The person who I gave my heart change opinion about me and decided to cheat me with other girs-Life- you would say this is life you would say.. Yes it is truth ..I hate this words coz this special words I heard from the person to who I trusted after when I called to beg for help when my father died.
Life is better then cruel father, is better then helpful mother..more you are older more you understand it. ..Nietzsche said that Things which doesnt kill you, make you stronger! This is what life do with us! Make us stronger however is so hard to stand it like solider.. ..When you need something you try to get it when it is not fast you getting lesson from life that you has to be more patience..that in good time you will get ..when you hard working you always get it.
When you are child when you are young, you are always think in the way which you imagine: when I will be older I .. hundreds of thoughts in your head..that u can come back to home at any time you want.. that you can buy toy which your mum cant buy ,that you can go wherever you want when you are older like teenager you dream about Freedom ..you have your imagination of fantastic life, about , travel any place you want it is so funny coz your life is only around parties, problems with school or with parents. .everyone is bad in you opinion and everyone wants to destroy you.. how pessimistic you arewhen you problems with dating with girl you like or another spot on your nose is more terrified then Hurricane Katrina.I wish sometimes to have that problems.. How amazing time it was..I miss this time when you live with parents, when you wake up and on your table is breakfast, when you always have fresh clothes from washing up which you do not have to do, that someone is always worry about you and tells you to look after yourself when you go out with friends, when someone tells you that sitting all day with internet is bad for your eyesI miss that time so much. I felt in that time that the want take back my freedom that I m in prison that I cant move that they worry about everything so much and thats make me angry
Today I wish to someone who can cares about me who can always wait for me MY freedom is 100% depends on me..I can wake up at time when I want but if I wake up at 12 and I had university at 10 and I didnt go its mean that they will kick me up from university..If they will kick me out from university I will have no grants, If I will not have grants for living I will not have place to stay, nothing to eat and no place to go..this is freedom of Mature person. The person who has freedom has duties! If you do not have duties if you cant handel with life you are not enough mature for word FREEDOM..I heard that I can do what I want..i do not understand it muchcoz I cant do in 100% what I want coz there is always someone above me! The life depends on money.When I was 10 I dream about traveling and I knew that I had to speak other language..i known intelligent people who are happy with explore new countries. My parents werent poor but they work very hard for let me go to English class..so when I looked at them and at they hard work I did not let them work for nothing.I do my best for study English and it works! Today I can communicate with people everywhere I go ! It was hard work I had cried and study I had cried after 10 hours at school spent without break and I went at 11 hour to english class.I did my best.Im happy and I dont regret ant tear from my eyes it was WORTH! I dream about traveling..its depends when you are poor student when you dont have support from your parents..when you can count on your own!i decided to go to England to visit place who always give me hope when I was child! Hope for better, normally life. I was working as aupair for 4 hard months I met fantastic people, I made amazing friends and travel around UK! As you see life for me it wasnt always fun and relaxing.I had to work really hard for some time for pleasure! When people go to parties I was really tired after all study that I couldnt movewhen people go to Uk to work for their own cars, houses I went to work and for money from it travel. This year I decied to change my life I wanted more from my university, from my self! U decided to feel freedom, I decided to take my life in my hands! Why not try ERASMUS?i had fulfill documents I had read documents, found information in internet, and went to place where I do not speak their language where I do not have nothing except permission for STUDY! My mum always says that the world belongs for who are bravery! I agree!I came to Spain without knowing any worlds in Spanish, I dint have place to live, no friends no money (until I got grants).First week was amazing, second and others horrible! I had too many problems.. to many blue mood Life is so complicated! When you have your freedom, when you want to go through your dreams and wishes, when you have 100 of dutys and only 24 hours.. when I cant understand people around you, when u want to smile to someone who look at you And is my 1st month living in this adorable country and im happy coz of every day when I wake up..i have fantastic friends, amazing apartment, awesome university, place to visit and full of incredible great time!
Freedom depends on you and your dreams..but dreams depends on your life..I m not sure but something is in it..maybe coz when you have everything like money, family, things which are typical you do not have dreams you dont feel taste of tasting new things, of pleasure of traveling, chatting with others people who you will never see, who has different culture, eating in different way or spending night in other way..that the same tree look different in different country. Im thankful my mother that she infect me with love life! Maybe I have depression but I love who I am and how amazing life is! More troubles you have more aims and happiness after it brings you ..If not God there werent be Hell!if not white there werent be black